Father… I asked you months ago, how far was far enough. I told you my plan and you said I couldn’t move on it. I told you I was beyond my ability to stand. You said to stand further. I said I had lost all the fight I had left. You said to fight again.
Why?
Why do you keep asking me to fight? Why do you keep asking me to stand? I know the things you hate and I will not do them. Do I have a choice?
You said you remain faithful though I am faithless. Steer my steps that I may walk in step with your heart. I don’t have the answer.
Just like months ago, I said I could go no further. You said go again. Today I say, I can go no further.
What do you say? For I will follow.